Thoughts

1. Why does one go their whole life without a love then all of a sudden there are more than one person you fall for?

2. How do you know who is a better choice?

3. Will things ever be the same between us?

4. Was I just a pawn or were the things you told me true? Did you really love me? Did I really mean a lot to you or was it the pills that meant everything to you?

5. Why did you have to move away we were just starting to hang out? Will we ever be more than just sex?

6. Can I ever let my heart truly love you?

7. Why did you hurt me? Why when I try to sleep at night all I see is your horrible face hovering over me? Why can I still feel your breath on my skin? Why can I still hear your voice? How can I get rid of the memories of you? Its been years but your still in my head...

So have you ever wanted something so much but don't know how to get it or afraid that by saying you want it you will lose it.... its so hard to be around the one you want but not be with him....

How is one supposed to say what they feel?

So I've been hanging out with some old friends and just been having a blast its made me realize how much I've missed em.... lets party it up bitches....